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We're all trapped in time. If none of us worried about time, if none of us were stuck in our memories, which are just products of time, no one would have a personality disorder because no one would have a personality. If we stopped identifying with our memories and just lived in the present moment, these notions of personality would not exist. So first of all, you have to think about what is time in the human mind? What is time? And then what is the personality in the human mind? So a personality is just a collection of memories that you replay as you interact with the present, right? A personality is only based on the memories that you have in the past. If you didn't, if you didn't form memories, how could you form personality? But time was created in human mind. Cause like, what is it? What does it mean for me to be X years old now? It's just something I created in my mind. It's literally a memory, right? My personality and my description of my personality is that I'm X amount of years old, but that is an arbitrary thing that I created in my mental configuration of time, which is shaping my personality. So let's say I have memories, like people are saying personality disorders, right? Based on memories from childhood that are, that are stored in your subconscious and are being played out in, in the present moment. Had I not been able to form those memories, I wouldn't have a personality.
If you never remembered things happening to you, how would your personality be? And this is what I mean by time. I guess what I'm bringing together is time and memory. And that somehow time and human memory are linked and that time is a construction of human mind. And if human mind didn't form memory, we wouldn't have time. Experience experiences, memory equals time. I think that's what I'm saying now, is that experiences and experience memory equals time, I think more so than even just like experiences, but like memories. Memories of experiences is it's either, it doesn't, maybe it doesn't necessarily. Time is, is what humans use to catalog information, right? That's all we're doing with time is, we're keeping track of something. Time is like a memory of the human consciousness. That's it, right? What the fuck are we doing with time anyway? The only reason we keep time is to go back in time to look at something or to, or to think of the future of something like it, it's like a creative force, I guess. So like I said, time is what humans are using to catalog information.
One exception to this is DNA, which holds memory. This is how you can pass down trauma to your children without them actually having the effects of the trauma. This is how you can pass down personality disorders while children grow up in so-called good environments, because those memories still got stored somewhere in your DNA and you sent them somewhere.